Feeling left out? Well, grab your computer and drag up a chair! They give you an eternity of good time! Joy, fun and laughter! As long as it doesn't get sick, it gives you plenty of love. Your computer pays all their attention to YOU! If you don't love it, it doesn't listen to you. So, be polite and gentle with your computer at all times or it'll lag on ya!
You see, this is why I consider myself as a computer-nerd. Because I find that a computer gives you ample company. I don't feel lonely at all in front of a computer, even if nobody else is at home but me. In a crowded place alone, I feel completely lonely. Completely at a loss of what to do. Completely empty all the way to my guts.
This computer is definitely my best best friend! EVER! I don't even have to go to facebook, the socialising website. I just have to open up Microsoft Word and feel completely at ease and totally happy. Filled with a sense of warmth to the BRIM.
Because unlike humans, computers don't just, you know, leave you. They can't get up on their 'feet' and prance away when the door is open. They don't ignore you when you come back from dinner. (They don't ignore you halfway through being used either!) They don't make you feel like loner. Not that I'm speaking from personal experience. I mean, who knows, anyway? I'm sure other people have felt this before though.
Maybe there were people who felt like this caused by me. But I can assure you there are very few. I hate making people feel left out. I hate talking to someone and ignoring the other. I hate the sight of a person sitting all alone. Even if that person were someone I hate, pity will evantually arrive.
Unfortunately, there are thousands of people who make others feel left out in this world. And that kind of person might just be your close friend - no matter how close. That person might make you feel unwanted. Might make you feel like a loser. Might make you feel completely empty. Well, I have no idea how to make you feel better. I guess you just have to deal with it. You can't just tell that person, "Hey, I'm feeling left out, can't you see that? Stop ignoring me!" You'll sound like a total loser. And just by saying that, anyway, the person's respect towards you ain't gonna get any higher.
I guess the best you can do is try to suck it up. That's the case of when you don't have a computer with you.
Suck it up and be a man about it. There's nothing much that can be done. You can't change your friends when they don't want to, can you?
Yours,
Mrs Shalyn Depp
P.S. Love all my friends out there! :D
, 21:49
Yes, I want a Tablet PC... I CAN'T HELP IT! It's so damn cool even though I know you-know-who also wants it. She'll probably get it sooner than I would. I'm not even sure whether I'm getting one! Most likely, yes, I will. I plan to get one when I'm older... For work and stuff. Hah. I'm going Poly, anyway, so I think a Tablet PC will be quite useful. :D It'll be so easy for me to colour my drawings with my PHOTOSHOP using a Tablet PC. Just draw on the tablet and then colour in! Everyone does it! Technology these days... I LOVE TECHNOLOGY. And PHOTOSHOP. And JOHNNY DEPP, o' course. Who can forget Johnny Depp?
I've been swimming around
DeviantArt just now. Lots of the authors drew Harry Potter collabs! Ain't that cool?! Right, one point for Harry Potter and ZERO for Twilight.
I'm currently on DeviantArt, still, and PHOTOSHOP. Anyway, here's a little something I made up. It's vulgar. XD
People saying: Look at the freckles! HAHA!
Girl smiles but inside she's thinking...
FUCK YOU!
Yours,
Mrs Shalyn Depp
, 18:04
I took the bus back today since no one could fetch me. What happened on the bus really makes me wonder just WHY I took the bus instead of MRT.
When I was walking to the busstop, I saw my brother crossing the road to it too. He was further up ahead. I didn't bother to shout for him. He reached the busstop when I reached the traffic light. When I crossed the road, the bus reached the busstop, so my brother took that bus. Since I missed 38 AND 12, I had to wait a long time before either one came. 12 came first but it was packed. You know I'm not exactly a sucker for squeezing, so I didn't take that bus. 38 came soon after. It was pretty empty so I boarded it.
You know those buses with the two long seats facing each other at the front? Yeah, that bus was one of those sort-of upgraded buses. I sat on one of those long seats since I didn't want to waste energy walking in. I sat smack in the middle of it because I just happened to. Opposite me was a primary school girl. (She was cute. :D) She sat at the front end of the seat. When the bus stopped at the ITE stop, quite a number of people poured in. So I moved to the front end of the seat and put my bag on my lap. (My bag was crushing my lap, by the way.) But even though there was so much space, everyone decided to move to the back. And one guy (total ahbeng trying to act nerd.) sat at the back end of the seat opposite from me.
Then the bus stopped at the Metta School busstop. MORE people boarded it. Most of them were students from the Metta School. I started panicking when a lady, who found no more seats, sat beside me. SHE SAT ON MY SKIRT. I tried pulling my skirt away. But I only tugged lightly because I didn't want to seem rude. BUT SHE DIDN'T NOTICE. So, yeah, I think I was hyper-ventilating. I stopped trying to pull my skirt halfway through because I decided to let her notice when I stood up. So the bus almost reached my stop, I stood up but she STILL didn't notice. I fell back onto the seat because I carried my bag with one hand
and it was too heavy, I became unstable, you see. So, yeah, I fell back. When I stood up again, she STILL HADN'T noticed. So then I just started moving a THANK GOD my skirt was free! Then I rushed off the bus.
And I saw the security guard guy from our condo near the busstop. I think he was laughing at me. I had literally SCRAMBLED down the steps of the bus, after all. I bet I looked like the moron of the universe. Great. :/
Yours,
Mrs Shalyn Depp
P.S. I CAN'T WAIT TO WATCH ALICE IN WONDERLAND.
, 16:34
I finally got my PHOTOSHOP! Well, it isn't ONLY Photoshop. It also includes... Wait, let me get the box... Because you know why?! There are so MANY other softwares! Hah, I'm so happy! I'll go get the box.
It's called Adobe Creative Suite 4 Web Premium. In short, Adobe CS 4 Web Premium. Let me type out the description and the back of the box.
Redefine the extraordinary in web design and development
Create the full range of digital experiences, including interative websites, applications, user interfaces, presentations, and mobile device content, with Adobe Create Suite 4 Web Premium software. Technology advances empower you to work across disciplines - from graphic to web interative design - and give you more creative freedom than ever before to deliver exceptional online content.
Combines full versions of:
Adobe Dreamweaver CS4
Adobe Flash CS4 Professional
Adove Photshop CS4 Extended
Adobe Illustrator CS4
Adobe Fireworks CS4
Adobe Acrobat 9 Pro
Adobe Soundbooth CS4
Adobe Contribute CS4
with Adobe Bridge CS4,
Adobe Version Cue CS4,
and Adobe Device Central CS4
Video training DVD included.
Worth my hundred dollars! ^~^ They're also environmentally-friendly!
As part of Adobe's commitment to environmental sustainability, the outside packaging was specifically designed to minimize environmental impact. It combines recycled board stock and a die-cut production method with folding inserts to minimize glue use. To minimize use of materials, the packaging is smaller in size an manuals are no longer included but are avalaiable online.
Aw... ADOBE RULES. And now some pictures of my new beau.
The sexy Adobe logo!
The name!
The front!
The back!
Oh, by the way, I think some of you are curious to what Kar Yui and Olivia really look like, right? (If no, well, I'm still gonna poast the pictures.)
OLIVIA.
KAR YUI.
I deleted Eunice's picture. She would be embarrassed to death, anyway, if that picture was posted. She'll kill me. X.X Olivia and Kar Yui are gentler, they don't kill. They just fling stuff at me.
I'm loving Photoshop!
Yours,
Mrs Shalyn Depp
, 16:09
